Thursday, November 15

320 of 366...


Praise in the morning
Praise in the evening
Praise when I'm laughing
Praise when I'm grieving
There will be dancing 
There will be singing

 Upon injustice we will tell of our God

The hope of all hearts
The hope of all hearts is you
Your love never fails
your love never fails

With hope and light
You reign over all
Though my heart may fail
You will always be all the same
Our God never fails
Our God never fails

In darkness,
In trial, my soul shall sing
Of his mercy, and kindness
Our offering of praise
Our God never fails
Our God never fails

Roman 8:28 says "I am sure all things work together for good."
Gonna give praise to God in no matter what circumference I might be facing now. Praise Him when things gone well, give thanks to Him when things go wrong! In my darkness, in my trail, He is always there for me! God love never fails! He even have a great plan for me!
<3 This shall be a post to get me going whenever I feel like giving up... 

Tuesday, November 13

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Feel so hopeless, so helpless. There's nothing much I can do to save this family. The trust is not there anymore. Day by day, I feel that we are becoming more and more like strangers. Talking to each other only when necessary... What kind of family is this? I feel so so... I don know. I don like to see either my little brother or my father in this state.
My heart ache every time I reach home. Just to realize how bad this situation had worsen. Seeing my dad blaming himself and worrying about his huge debts every single day. seeing my little brother mugging himself so much in his books, ignoring us whenever we talk to him, keeping everything to himself. All these do hurts and it hurts a lot a lot... Little brother not willing to help daddy cos he doubt that he will use the money to go gamble again.
Dear Lord, I know that you had heard my cries in my heart. Give me the strength, the strength to stay strong for this family despite all the debts and quarrel. Bring me and guild me through these dark period of my life.
Out of love, I am willing to do anything for this broken family of mine.
Love is patient, love is kind, it does not boast.

Wednesday, November 7

Page 311 of 366...
So many things had happen during these past few months. Time really do files, and it is gonna be the end of  2012 soon. Getting out of my comfort zone doing things that I did not expect to do. It is all these situation that I am facing made me have a different prescriptive of life, looking at life in the lens of God. Human are evil, but what lies behind all that is actually hurts and hurts that they had experience in their life that resulted in them becoming who they are now. I know that this is gonna be a tough and long journey, but no matter what I won gave up and lose sight of God ever again. Changes are hard to accept but then it is all these change that make me grow stronger and having more and more breakthrough in my life. Nothing is impossible in Christ!