Monday, April 30

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May you grow shorter and shorter. Haha! =)

Tuesday, April 17

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Well, guess what, it is time to be back to school. My year three journey started yst. Timetable is quite slack and I have no lesson on every tues!

Went  for my Dental checkup like finally to check about my bleeding gums. I was told that I still had some baby tooth that haven drop and it were about to drop that's why I had bleeding gums. Polish and took an x-ray of my teeth today. My teeth is still hurting from the polishing till now. =(

Met Estee and Alicia after that at KAP to had our lunch and headed off to JCube for The Perfect Two movie. It was a touching and funny show. It is damn nice, you gonna go catch it yourself then you will know how nice it was.

It is amazing that everyone is being shaped by how ourchildhood. What kind of things you experience or faced when you are young, will actually become who you are now. You will tend to behave from all your bad experiences. Since young, I had not really felt being loved by my father. Or rather there I don feel loved at all. So I have the bad experience of it and it still bother me every now and then. It was because of that I had a mindset that I had to fight for everything that I wanna in life. That include being loved. I know that I had friends that really care and love me but I am not willing to accept it. Cos i had somehow built a barrel between everyone. I just find it hard to accept being loved by someone. Or maybe cos I am use to not being loved. That was the thing that keep me away from everyone. Too much care and concern and I will think that they are fake when they are not.
What happened to you when you are young is just gonna make a huge impact n you life forever. Unless you are willing to get over it and let go.
Can I really get over it and let go? There are just too many many many bad experiences that I need to get over it. All these are just gonna keep haunting me forever and ever unless I let go...

Thursday, April 12

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A break is what i need...

Spent these two days with awesome 3 groups of awesome people!
Went bowling wif Happy Pills at Raffles Town Club yst afternoon. It had been like 2 months since I met them. I was feeling awkward at the beginning but then after that ok liao. Haha. They are still the same old them the troll clique. Saw a group of primary school kids there too. All so small and little carrying a 3 pounds bowling ball like carrying a 3 kg bag of rice. Soooo cute. Imagine them literally throwing the bowling ball down on the play zone. Damn epic! HAHAHA! Rush off to meet the Revive for dinner at JE! Had zhu chao for dinner and off to JCube to laugh at people skate.
Went JCube wif QiuLing just now again. Haha. Purely cos I didn't really explore there yst. We spent hours on these shop name 'These & That". It is a shop that sells unusual stationary that you cannot find it elsewhere. Some more it is damn cheap. Bought some stationary to prepared for school. Was telling QiuLing how I had fall in love wif WeiXuan's new sling bag that I saw him wearing yst. Tried to find but then fail. Never mind,  shall continue hunting for it, It was damn nice. Really.

You guys never failed to put a smile on my face. Thanx for the day! =) That was indeed a getaway that I need.

Back to reality, am I still be able to face you tmr? Haiz.

Monday, April 9

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Witness the spirit of the Bongo Team today. Haha! One word for today shag! But it was worth it.

Sunday, April 8

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HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DA GE! You are not forgotten! Hope you like the celebration that we had for you just now. Although it was just a short surprise that last around 10 mins only, but can see that you guys really enjoyed yourself alot! Spraying snow flake and seeing everyone getting so white is indeed funny! That was really a good laugh. It had been a long time since I really see you guys have so much fun and laugh so crazily already! Growing more and more attached to this group of people. That make me even more harder to leave ba. Work will never be the same without all these nonsense people! Thanx Jay, HanZhen, BoBo and ZheBin for making this surprise such a wonderful one! Special thanx to WeiQiang and Gladys! Without you guys, it will never feel the same anymore! 

I don wanna anything from you. All I ask for is that we can be as close as how we used to be that's all....

Tuesday, April 3

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WHY AM I EVEN CRYING NOW?! Shit myself. Stop crying liao KaiQin...

Today is Free Cone Day! Is the day whereby Ben & Jerry's is giving out free ice cream to each and every single soul on earth who queue for it an ice cream. It olso acts as a fund raising day whereby you can actually receive free ice cream by just donating at your own comfort. But how many of you actually remember to not only collect the ice cream and make some donations? This is my first time involved in this kind of thingy.It was indeed tiring. 3 hours of scooping non stop ice cream is indeed a tough job. However, the joy of giving is something that I had learn today. That was indeed am unforgettable experience. A big thanks to each and every single one of you scooper who make this day such a wonderful one. =)

Guess I had finally break down after receiving your texts just now. Each and single one of it is just simply so hurtful. I was just too naive to actually think that I mean something but to find out that I was wrong. Bind by you to even see the truth. Stay strong KaiQin.

Sunday, April 1

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Maybe QiuLing was right after all, I cared too much for him already. But so what if I really do like him?