Saturday, October 29

Fruitful week!

Second week of school had just pass by like a breeze. This week was a very productive one cos had lots of small talks with quite a number of frens and that make me get to know them better. =)
Monday after school went to meet QiuLing and Eugene and they were like as sweet as always. It is always a joy to see them together cos they make such a perfect couple to me. 
Tuesday went to Singapore Conference Hall to watch SP Chinese Orchestra Concert. That place indeed bring back lots of memories. Somehow i miss the times when we were performing on stage for SYF. I miss those times. However, somehow i will not be able to experience it ever again liao.
Wednesday was a day out at Sentosa with the Siews sisters and their church people. That was indeed a fun but tiring day. I was sick the next day due to the sandstorm created by us. Haha. Had lots of heart to heart talk with SiewSia.
Thursday had a get to know each other session with WeiXuan, Shuan and Jerry.
Friday when out of school for lunch with WeiXuan. Sharon and Dennis. We basically gossip about each and everyone of us de past realationship.
Today went to St. Rengis to work again to help out KaiLi and KeHan. Train home with KeHan and started talking about how KaiLi and him get together.
There is always a story to tell behind each and every soul. I love listening to all these stories as it not only make you get to know what kind of person he or she is, get to know them better, these experiences are olso things that you can learn from.
Thank you guys for making my week such an interesting one! <3

Wednesday, October 26

Sunday, October 23


Friday, October 21

First week of school...

School was fairly good for this week. New classmates, familiar faces, new environment. No matter what it is, i will make the best out of everything! I shall hit my expected results for this semester. For once, i listen to every single lesson in class siol. So proud of myself. Hehe.

Had a lot of unexpected meetups today. Had lunch with Nicole, QiuLing, SiewSia, SiewYu, Eugene, WeiXuan, Dennis and many many more. It had been ages since i met that huge group for lunch already. It still feels weird through, however, had lots of catchup with Nicole and SiewSia! Awwww. We might not be that close anymore, but i still had lots of fun gossiping with them. Hehe. Thank you, WeiXuan for making my lunch break such an enjoyable one! If you had not choose to join them, doubt that i will be there also. Saw LiShi on the way home and we started talking about our primary school life which seems like so far far away liao.

Praying hard that Eemin will be able to be promoted to JC2, Angeline will be strong and don let her grandfather's death affect her A'levels. That mark the end of my long day, catching up with all my lovelies friends. Can't help but feel worried about them.

You are the only one whose names i will never fails to mention whenever i am with my lovelies. The only one whom i won get sick of talking and talking about. Hehe. =P

Monday, October 17


We humans are constantly setting a limits to everything that we do unconsciously. It is all these "limits" that make us not able to express what we really feel, making us behaving the exact opposite of how we really feel. "Limits" are the result of the fear in us. We tend to be scared of things that we thought might happen. Fear that things will turn out for the worse. You care but then you acts as though you don give it a damn. You like someone but then you show it otherwise.
I'm so not going to let my limits control me anymore. Going to express myself freely, the way i really feel. Not giving myself any chance to regret.
And ya, I am fond of you. You make my heart pound faster when you are standing right beside me. =)

Sunday, October 16

The end of the long holidays....

Tomorrow will be the day when school started once again. A new semester, new beginning, new classmate, new faces. Kinda sick of meeting new people and making new friends every semester. And I am not at all ready for school at all! Gonna miss my last semester classmate already! This stupid system of changing class every semester is making everyone to not have any close friends and only classmate. That's the thing i don like about it. Haiz.

T2B6, a class that i will remember forever! We may not be close but then you guys are the ones whom make my last 6 months such an enjoyable one! I will never forget about the pranks, the nosiness and playfulness in you guys, the times when we are either late or skip lesson just to go out of school to eat, all the yummy food that you all had introduce me to, the chalet that you guys organize, the random meetups and outings with you guys and many many more! Thank for teaching me that life could actually be so enjoyable! I will never never forget the times i had wif you all and you guys are simply so wonderful! Missing ya from this moment onwards... <3

Saturday, October 15

Ben & Jerry's ChunkFest 2011

Met Hidayah after work to go for the Ben & Jerry's ChunkFest at Marine Bay Promontory. We were like trying figure out our way there, asking people for direction looking like a tourists sia. It's about enjoying Ben & Jerry's ice cream while playing wacky games and listening to live music! Plus, there are like 11 exclusive flavors from the States. Yummy yummy!
Didn't stay long there cos that place was simply too muddy maybe probably due to the rain earlier on. Went to Pioneer Mall's mac to have our dinner. That's when we were like collecting all the games label and discussing on what are we gonna do if we were to worn most of the prizes. That was the first time i am so into playing the Monopoly Deal siol.
Were talking halfway when she suddenly made me miss my mother.Yup! I really did miss her a lot a lot but there is no way i can see her ever again anymore. Even the strongest person in the world will breakdown at times. She cried when we started talking about her mum. Praying upon the stars that yur mum will be fine after the operation. Everything is fated in life.
Walk home with a Ben & Jerry's tote bag, an ice cream scoop, a notebook and the few memories the i had of my mum when i was just a baby....

Friday, October 14


This lady on the right, you are always the one whom never fails to bully me, always the one whom beat and scold me whenever we meetup! Haha. But nevertheless you are olso one of the people i treasure a lot! I had met you since sec 1 and you had not change a bit at all. In terms of looks and character. You are a crazy fan of Korean Bands, which i had no idea who they are. OOPS! A gurl who never fails to cry whenever we watch movie with you, regardless of what show is that.
6 years of friendship and still counting down. Thank for always be the one who will really scold me and knock some senses into me whenever i am not thinking right. If not for you, i guess i would have end up like some ah lian or what already.
Must study hard and defect that stupid A'level and not let it defect you! Stop saying that you will fail, will retain all that! 
Although i may not be a good friend for the past 6 years, but then rest assure that i will always be there for you forever and always! ^^

Thursday, October 13

Bowl it!~

Send QiuLing to work and shun bian get my ever first Sembonia backpack from her. Hehe. Aww. I'm so so in love with it!
Went bowling with Happy Pills at Raffles Town Club. I must admit that i really sucks at it and they were all like  a pro only siol. Haha. That was like my second time bowling so still quite enjoy it. But bowling definitely can drain off all your energy sia. My ball keep on going out of lane. Shuan was like asking me why am i building a bridge on the scoreboard. LOL! WeiXuan and Shuan was like trying veri hard to teach me the proper way of holding and throwing the ball, but i just sucks at it. Haha. Sorry for being such a fail student.
JunHao went off to meet his friend for dinner. Went to Seoul Gardens at City Link Mall for dinner. Seriously, Shuan was damn good at eating buffet cos he will keep eating and eating none stop one. Haha.
Train home with WeiXuan after that.

Wednesday, October 12

Monday, October 10

Saturday, October 8


WHY? Why must it always be you who ruin everything? Why must it be you be the reason to everything? Do you know how much i had been suffocating under you? For the past 18 years you had been controlling me like no body's business. Not letting me go for these not allowing me go for that. My childhood had just past without me doing anything that i wanna do at all! I cannot afford to let you ruin my youth as well.
I know that i had not been a good daughter for these past 18 years in my life. But do you had any idea how hard I'm trying to become like one? The more you control me the more stubborn i will become. I just wanna do things that i like and enjoy doing. Why can't i? I'm tired. Seriously tired of this kind of life. A life that are build up with lies, more and more lies. Do you know how much it hurts me every time i had to lie to you just in order to go out with my friends? I'm not scared that you are angry or what. I just don wanna you to be sad, to be hurt.
That's also the only reason why i won let you know what had happen to me during my past 17 years. I rather I'm the only one whom are hurt, keeping everything to myself then let you know the truth. Cause the truth really hurts a lot a lot.
I felt bad, i felt guilty of all the things that i had done in the past. I tried really hard to compensate to all my wrongdoings. You will always be the reason why i cried late at night, the reason why i cried to sleep.
Daddy, could you please let me have my freedom? I don wanna be like a bird being locked in a cage forever anymore already! Let me fly... 

Friday, October 7

Thursday, October 6


Had a advance birthday celebration for Aisyah at the Night Safari yesterday! Spam lots of photos yesterday. Here are some of them.

Us having dinner at Night Safari Bongo Burgers when most of us are working at Jurong Bird Park Bingo Burgers!

Fail shot 1!~ When me and Hidayah start knocking onto each other's head. OUCH! 

Here comes the aftereffect of it! LOL!

I'm so in love with photography! 

Thanx for the beautiful night! You guys will always be the only reason why i come to work!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH! Although I had know you for less then half a month, you make a very very good working partner as well as a good friend. Thanx for being such a sweetie to me! Hope you enjoy the celebration that we had plan for you! Stay happy and pretty forever and ever! ^^

Tuesday, October 4

Met up with Happy Pills after work. Starting to love the unplanned meetup and random conversation that I have with them. They simply brighten up my day each time I see them. ^^

Monday, October 3

Come back safe!

Tomorrow! Tomorrow will be the day whereby Nicole is flying to Taiwan with her cousin. Don't know why, I just can't help not worrying for her. Maybe I am just being too paranoid. However, the thought of two little gurls going to a place whereby they are not familiar at all  can't make people stop worrying for them.

I will be praying for you every seconds, every minutes, every hours, every days until you had safely reach Spore. Praying for your safety Nicoleeee!

Waiting upon your return! There is so so so so much things to catch up with you!
You comng back in one piece is the only gift that i wanna, and nothing more..
Need to find a day to meet up with all these lovelies already! 

Sunday, October 2

Gosh! What happen to me today?

Yup. Just what had happen to me today? Was late for work and done so many mistake at work today. Luckily got Liza and Jay there to help me out! Haha. For every mistakes i had made today, I kept laughing it off. Cos that's the only way that i can clear my mind and resolve the problems. Super blurr today. When to help Liza get her new handphone cover with Jay after work. Seriously, she look damn cute and funny when it comes to shopping. Cannot stop laughing at her. OOPS! =/ Walked home with Jay and start discussing in how to celebrate her sister's birthday. How I wished that i got an elder brother like him. Haha. And that mark the end of my blurrness day ever! Haha. =P

It is time I face up to the problem and solve it. It could only be a happy ending or a sad ending. Hoping for the best but expecting the worst.

What meant to be will eventually meant to be no matter what. Let nature takes it's course.

Saturday, October 1

Drunk Nite!

Went to meet Nicole, HuiChen, Swee, Kris and SongYan yesterday nite to have a pre-taiwan gathering for Nicole. Didn't really remember exactly what happen yesterday nite cos we were all simply too drunk. Haha. Only remember that we are laughing at nothing, playing some mind confusing games and dictionarying with each other to see who is the most sane one. That was the second time i drink and first time drunk. It sucks to be drunk especially when you tend to do silly stuff when you are not in your right mind. To whoever i sent some stupid messages to and those who help me get my way home yesterday nite, thanx a lot and I'm really really sorry! Shall never get myself drunk ever again!
Anyway had lots of fun and really enjoy myself that nite. For once i don feel that awkward with them anymore! Maybe that's the power of alcohol, bringing people together. =)

Well, guess I had really done something that i shouldn't have done yesterday nite. But,
                                                     dear heart,
                                                 why him?